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It's all in your head

Having a head cold is just annoying. It annoys me that on top of the usual symptoms (headache, drowsiness, runny nose, sore throat, persistent cough afterwards) it tends to make me depressed.

Everything seems so far away: Jess, Australia, our trip ever actually starting, a job I can work at without requiring a visa ... not being sick now that it's started. Being like this, being sick, I find it hard to get excited about anything. Life just plods along, eventually getting there. It just takes a long, long time.

Being depressed makes me a little short-tempered too. I manage to keep my tongue in check, but inside I'm either defeating myself or raging at everybody else. And at stupid people. Oh the stupid people.

Organising this trip is starting to take its toll. I wish someone else would worry about it. Russian and Mongolian visas are going to take at least 3 weeks to be processed. Which will leave us just 4 weeks to organise the Belarus transit visa. Assuming there are no delays or hiccups over Christmas with the other visas.

In short, I could use a holiday.

I think I'll do some spring cleaning along my "friends" list in the New Year.

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americanlass
Nov. 30th, 2006 12:07 am (UTC)
Awww babe... *hugs*
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