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March 6th, 2009

Up all night ...

Am up late again. Couldn't sleep earlier as I was too hot and sweaty. Still not achieving a great body temp even with the a/c going.

I'm not sure what my mood is. I thought I was a little depressed but I honestly don't know. It is somewhere between tired, depressed, annoyed and nonchalant.

Coming back to Mackay to work was a big blow to me. It's kind of like going from attending a great school like ... the Culinary Institute of America, being inspired and learning so much you think your head is going to explode. And then returning back to your little town, and working in a greasy spoon diner.

Still got to deal with the same annoying people as before. Still have to pander to the same personality quirks. Where I work, there's only one or two people who share my passion for geekiness. Granted, in Melbourne I was but one in a crowd of people but at least they were all just as geeky as me (if not more). I've just been keeping my head down, doing my work and trying to avoid people as much as possible.

Sure, the grass is always greener. I don't know what to make of it. It still seems like an industry worth remaining a part of. I could always learn a couple of new programming languages and maybe earn some money from that. Or have a go at starting my own business.

Random 2am musings. At least I got it out of my system.


Steve P
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